A litte free style writing after a ruff day.

Take a deep breath; you can't make sense of everything. If you could then you wouldn't need friends or family. It's frustrating not being able to explain the logic behind stupid and or an unfair situation, is it coincidence that Marvin Gaye's song "What's going on" just came on the radio the very moment I decided to write this?
What's going on? What's going on? That's a question I've been asking myself a lot lately...I actually think the source of my anger, bitterness, sadness (when I am ) is thinking about how screwed up the world and the people in it are sometimes and I honestly and truly feel that there isn't a damn thing that can be done about it. People always say it starts with you...bullsh%t, what difference does my giving a sh%t make to those that say they give a sh%t and do nothing about it and those that don't hide that they don't give a sh%t.
Take a deep breath, you can't make sense of everything, if you could then you wouldn't learn anything...you wouldn't learn if you're impatient or patient. I use to be both but lately I feel more impatient, annoyed...sometimes if feels good to be mean, rude, spiteful, could that be a result of my surrounding? I am sometimes unhappy with where I am in my life I am meant to do more, I feel unaccomplished, I feel like my confidence is slipping away from me. "You shouldn't let bad things discourage you, if it doesn't kill you it will make you stronger..." What if some people are sh*t out of luck in that department?(some people are) My head is hurting with all these thoughts, unanswered questions... there is so much I want to do in my life and when I was 16 ten years ago I thought by now I would have done it. I want to be a singer, I want to be an actor in a horror movie and survive, I want to publish some of my stories, I want to model for a huge lingerie company, I want to stop people from being cruel and sick, I want to own a nightclub, I want to get married, have children and be happy. If I say this to anyone who works a 9 to 5 I am not being realistic, it's okay to dream but you got to have a backup plan for when reality sinks in and you realize you can't do those things...what's the point of dreaming if you need a backup plan???

Shame On you!!!

What I can’t seem to understand is why the human race can’t seem to learn that they can’t play God, because they aren’t God. Choosing who lives and who dies no matter how much power you have, no matter who you are, or no matter what government you’re apart of does not give you the right or the authority to take a life or decide how their life is taken, whether it’s an animal or a human being. Canada is known for being a place of individuality, a place that supports and embraces things and cultures that are different...but we ban a breed of dogs because they are feared, if that’s the case then maybe you should ban cultures and people because they are feared for example Muslims whom are classified as terrorist can’t set foot anywhere without being stereotyped and feared because they might be wearing an explosive device. Now I am reading that baby seals are bashed in the head and skinned for their fur, after seeing it with my own eyes I don’t know how any human being with any kind of soul, or respect for life could do this. It not only made me sick to my stomach to watch, but it made me see that we are forgetting that the moral of life is to survive, we as a world have become so greedy, so vain, and our minds are consumed with this obsession of status, money, power, and material things to try and make us better than one another that any act of cruelty will be done in order to achieve these things. Bashing the head of a baby seal or a seal for that matter for their fur is no different than taking a child or a person and bashing their head in for their skin. because humans aren’t on the market...if anyone decided to start bashing their head in for their skin...better yet how about bash the head of your child or someone you’re close to and love very much, they would be considered crazy, sick, cruel, and would be punished...what makes seals any different? Is it because they can’t talk, is it because their level of intelligence don’t meet your expectation therefore you classify them as pointless living mammals and decided that they would make better coats? The title of the article read “Shame on you Canada”...I would have to say shame on the world for progressing to this state at all, things that seem to be of most importance to people in the world are things that won’t matter after we are dead and gone. I was taught that you do onto others as you want done to you, and I really think our so called leaders, Prime minister and anyone else supporting this act really underestimate the POWER of karma.

Sincerely,

Someone ashamed to be represented by you...

Shanna Armogan